WEEK 18 – DAY 2

DIE TO YOURSELF

And they understood none of these things: and this saying was hid from them, neither knew they the things which were spoken. Luke 18:34

Sometimes the poor disciples seem clueless; but as this passage points out, the full meaning of Jesus’ words was hidden from them. However, on this side of the cross, looking back, we should understand their meaning completely. Christ predicted his death and resurrection. Jesus died in my place on the cross, but He tells me to die to myself daily and live completely for Him. Complete commitment to the Lord and the work of His Kingdom is something I’ve grappled with most of my adult life. Many times, I (Susie) fall so terribly short, so I must praise Him for His grace! At the time I wrote the following prayer (1985), my singleness and childlessness were what I struggled to surrender. God has since given me children and shown me that He is my true love. However, surrender to the Lord is a daily battle. Christ knew that when He instructed us to take up our cross daily. I need to pray each morning that the Lord will show me anything that needs to be turned over to Him in order to bring glory to His Kingdom.

Lord, I try to tell You what I think is best for me…

a godly, loving husband and a happy family.

Lord, when will I realize only You can truly see

what lies in the future and what You know is best for me.

All I want right now, Lord, is to give my all for You…

give up everything I own; do what You’ve called me to do.

The path may not be easy and my friends, they may be few;

but in each and every trial,

Your strength will bring me through.

Keep my eyes on You, Lord, and not on this world’s gold,

not on earthly pleasures that can make my heart turn cold.

Help me to remember that it’s to Your hand I hold.

When I share Your gospel, through Your Spirit make me bold.

Lord, help us to be fully surrendered, submitted, and committed to You!